| ALIVE! not DEAD! |
[08 Jun 2009|05:07pm] |
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I will make it an account to start posting on here...myspace just won't cut it for my personal thoughts. There is so much in my life that has happened, but at the same time so much this about to begin.. Times fly by so fast it is almost a blur. I sometimes see visions of my future through dreams, through deep thought, but it is the action I take everyday that will ultimately guide my destiny. So many exciting things are happening, as I near the age of adulthood it has finally come. I am happy to say I will not become another sheep, another fool blinded by the system that's set up to suck us dry. I rather die for what I believe in then live for something superficial. There is so much opportunity for us to do great things, and no one is exempt we all carry the power in our hands to affect another person's life in a great way. Keep your head up, don't lay down and die when things get you down, get up and get mad, make it a mission to get your life recharged and on fire. The devil never rests and neither should you, let the attacks come with a smile on your face cause God is more powerful then anything in the supernatural. That is all for now...
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| "I'm not a lost cause" |
[18 Dec 2008|05:44pm] |
"I'm not a lost cause"
cry out your lungs tonight no ones listening
Could you ever forgive me, while the stars are glistening
while my life is drifting through this place
I find myself starring, searching for your face
im losing it when your not around
im losing it when I hear your sound
Are you out there tonight?
Can you save me tonight?
(And if you are, are you far?)
Are you out there tonight?
Can you save me tonight?
This place Is busy like the city lights
im cold and empty and scared of heights
And my words don't have meaning now
when I have them frozen inside the ice
Are you out there tonight?
Can you save me tonight?
(And if you are, are you far?)
Are you out there tonight?
Can you save me tonight?
I'm cold you're alone
I'm not a lost cause
Can anyone hear me?
I'm cold you're alone
I'm gonna get up
and spark the fire
Are you out there tonight?
Can you save me tonight?
(And if you are, are you far?)
Are you out there tonight?
Can you save me tonight?
Are you out there tonight?
(I'm not a lost cause)
Can you save me tonight?
(I'm gonna get up)
Are you out there tonight?
(I'm not a lost cause)
Are you out there tonight?
Can you save me tonight?
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| Ever Before… |
[27 Dec 2006|06:14pm] |
Ever Before…
Paint the rays of the sun that beat through my heart
So hot it burns, it trickles and melts my heart apart
Like winters cold sheltered wind it chills my spirit
If I sit and close my eyes tightly I can almost hear it
As time drips through, the edge of falling time
Are the moments I can grasp and hold them close to mine
Your eyes are wondrous in depth and in beauty
Like the clarity of glass. Its unbreakable sparkle
You keep me on edge..on the edge of feeling
I love how we are there through all our healing
I can regenerate how it is to fall in love and love
How everything fits, you’re the one im thinking of
Take my breath away and you can keep it
Take my heart you’re already inside of it
I love it how, I love you more
We can be better than we were…ever…before.
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| i see a sky filled with black and red hearts |
[27 Dec 2006|12:31am] |
it's funny how your life can be on repeat
waiting for your heart to skip another beat
if you say something and then not listen
if you act on something and then not reason
then you call yourself out when your lying to yourself
the room spins black when you let a fire burn out
but maybe with a spark you can paint the room again
your heart paints me red and im not ready to go cold
when the lights are out and everyone is home
its you and me in my head thinking again
sometimes the greatest mistakes are the ones we forget to make,
and when the light shines my eyes and my brain is turned on
i see your face again, just like it was the first time
sometimes the greatest mistakes are the ones we forget to remember,
its great to see myself back in a photograph
time stands still when i think of you
and the world means nothing when you have nothing left
sometimes the greatest mistakes are the ones we choose to regret,
but you mean everything underneath my breathe
where forever lies and secrets are not regrets but truths
you can't hold back what you know is right for you
there is so much i want to say but never can let the words escape my thoughts
because you are everything i could never be, and everything i ever wanted
sometimes the greatest mistakes are the ones we never learn from
dont make this mistake once again
when it feels right you know its secure,
when tonight is done don't feel left out
letting go is a start, starting over is better and falling in love maybe better next time
so you start the fire that paints your heart
love is in you and with you tonight
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| Hearts Collide |
[28 Nov 2006|04:44pm] |
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"Hearts Collide"
What is it that you wanna do?
Where is it that you wanna go?
When your starring at the walls
Not picking up my calls
Some will say..
That the social market is
The only reason to believe
But i know theres something more
Let's stand up on the hill
Watch our Selfish hearts collide
The blood stains in our eyes
We'll have to make a choice
Will you fall or leap at all
Well this is your last call
Feel your heart beat next to mine
Your not alone this time
Feel your heart it speaks tonight
Your not alone this time
Wait for me, Rescue me
Forget me, Live with me
You ran away from me tonight
You ran right into the sunlight
Why is it that your still alone?
Falling out of love with all you own
Your narrow eyes they see me now
Differently you walk the same
Living for your temperment
Justifying your regrets
Let's stand up on the hill
Watch our Selfish hearts collide
The blood stains in our eyes
We'll have to make a choice
Will you fall or leap at all
Well now its your last call
Feel your heart beat next to mine
Your not alone this time
Feel your heart it speaks tonight
Your not alone this time
Wait for me, Rescue me
Forget me, Live with me
Forget me, Live with me
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| stars, tonight |
[23 Aug 2006|12:16pm] |
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Stars, tonight
I met you like lightning with no sudden signaling
your heart beat took me away that night
it was out of a movie cliche hey you know I don’t mind it that way
your lips met mine right under your pretty silhouette
so where do we find the line beneath insane and insecure
without you I lose my mind
let your heart beat next to mine
lets count the stars tonight
I want to show you, you’re my only one
lets count the stars tonight
lets count the stars tonight
am I blind but I believe it, I believe in true love
I long for the day when we never end
I could of been brain dead or even a vegetable but you still stay there for me
and when everything feels so cold out, and I feel invincible I realize im nothing without you
and all the stars in the sky aren’t enough for you
I want to give you my whole world
I wont let you go, if you promise me
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| And another day goes by |
[02 Jul 2006|03:00pm] |
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wow things are always changing..changes its all what life is about.
im having fun lately hanging out and meeting new people, its all good times.... im through with feeling empty and sad its not me right now i have too many good things to look foward to. the month of July reminds me of that.. and i cant wait for WARPED TOUR! and a bunch of shows i have for july... im going to lake havasu city arizona for a tripe next week that should be fun..my ex gf lives there..even more interesting.i wonder if we are gonna hang out..who knows.. but all is good today. =)
ps.. if you havent already..check out my band!
http://www.myspace.com/dearhonesty
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| Tonight |
[06 Jun 2006|11:11pm] |
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ive been feeling so alone lately..its kind of depressing..on a happier note im super excited about my band finishing up our first demo! im happy to say things with the new band Dear Honesty are going way better than expected. lately ive cut myself off from people...i dont know if its just because i dont trust anyone anymore..or im just lame and dont have many friends anymore..and sometimes i have doubts about things..i want to feel better..i hope things change..i really do hope..im tired of waking up feeling lonely. thats all for now.
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| HELOOOOOOOOOO |
[07 May 2006|11:47pm] |
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TAKING BACK SUNDAY - LOUDER NOW |
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DUDE i havent updated in so long...
well things have changed..yeah what else is new? well im not dating that lacey chick anymore...she was afraid of commitment..imagine that..well im over it.. and onto bigger things... my new band "Dear Honesty" is gonna take it to the top i have that feeling..musically it all makes sense and for the first time im making honest music..from the soul..no more mxpx copy bands..im sticking to whats in my veins..i love that music dont get me wrong..just the new band..has a mission..to save and empower lives..
http://www.myspace.com/dearhonesty
ps..amanda is AMAZING
i saw the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind..made me think a LOT..i love that movie...
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